Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.

Ever wonder why your life is such and that things don't seem to work out as you had planned? Some of us would think that going for a holiday, taking a break or doing something will help us to find ourselves. We thought that by doing so we will know who we are or what we are. We are too caught up by that idea that we try so hard to chase after that someone whom we think we are.

For this very reason, I have lost myself many years ago. I have forgotten who I am and I don't even know myself anymore. Everyday, I'm trying to find a reason for my existence. Everyday, I'm trying to find myself. I was wrong. I only ended up falling deeper and deeper in the dark abyss, lost.

It is all about how you mould yourself. It is all about creating yourself. Everyday I simply just chasing after clouds that I could never grasp in my hands. I want to create a different me. How do I go about doing it? I don't know. I only know that I can't do this alone. I need to seek God for help. He will guide me and give me the strength and perseverance in doing so. Amen!~